In recent months I've noticed that certain friends have become distant. I don't mind that much, but it is somewhat sad. In fact, none of my friends even want to hang out with me anymore. They make plans with each other and do activities as a group. It doesn't help that they like to retell stories about whatever party they attended or in jokes they have made among themselves. It's a bit alienating to say in the least. Whenever I try to even start a conversation, most of the time they don't even seem like the want to talk. The other day, I was trying to explain something funny I saw when my friend turned around and started talking to someone else they knew, completely ignoring me. Since then I've been less talkative and do not even try to start any conversations. I try to put on a good face and smile but why bother trying anymore when they don't even want to? I'm glad that school is ending in a few months. I'm sorry this is somewhat a negative post, I just wanted to vent about this for awhile. Hopefully, the next post will not be as depressing.